IF IT IS LOVE, THEN I LOVE YOU

I don't know if you can call it love. If it is, then I love you.

I don't know how I felt it cause in the first place I don't recognize it.
All I know is that I'm willing to do anything for you.
I am willing to sacrifice for you.
I am willing to suffer for your happiness.
I want to have all your time.
I want to talk to you all the time.
I want to comfort you always.
You're always on my mind.
I want to always make you feel how important and special you are.
I want to check you always if you're okay or not.
It bothers and worries me every time you're not okay.
I don't want you to frown or worry.
I want you to always smile and be happy.
I want to be there for you every time you want or need someone to talk to
Or just be there even if you don't want to talk.
I am willing to embrace who you are.
I am more willing to accept all your worst.
Your worst attitude and unreasonable anger.
Even those unidentified and annoying character of yours.
I accept everything of you, all of who you are.
I want to be there in your ups and downs.
I want to hug you so tight every time you're sad.
I want to be there every time you're afraid.
I really want to be there for you always.
To defend you, to fight for you.
To make you feel safe and comfortable.
I want to take care of you.
What makes you happy, it makes me feel the same way.
I hate seeing you sad.
You have no idea how much it kills me every time I see you cry.
I cannot put into words how I feel for you.
I cannot express everything.
Who you are to me.
How much you mean to me.

If this is what you call love, then I love you.
I love you so much. I crazily love you this much.

If this is love, then it's better left unsaid.
If this is love, then it's better to keep everything to myself.
If this is love, then I have to stop it,
If this is love, then I have to kill it.

If this is love, then this has to end.

If this is what you call love, then I love you. If this is love, then it has to end!

I don't want to ruin anyone's happiness because of my own misery.

An honest letter to God from a sinful child.

Pour out everything to God. There's nothing wrong in admitting that you're tired and that you can't take it anymore. Cause God is much more interested in your honest pleas and desperation than those pretentious courage just to prove something.

God sees the heart and God understands beyond what we can comprehend. Cry everything unto Him, He's more than willing to listen.

Can we go back to the way we used to be?

Sometimes, all i want to do is run to you, hug you.
Not minding what happened.
Not thinking what would be your reaction.
Forgetting the words that's been said.

You've done wrong, i made a mistake as well.
I said sorry. I am sorry.
I just want to get things back the way it used to be.
Even if those days weren't the best ones,
atleast it's not like what we are right now.

I just want everything to be okay.
Can we go back to the way it used to be?

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Can we go back to the way we used to be?

If you can't say it, write it!

Your heart felt it.
Your brain say so.
But your lips are sealed.
Then let your hands talk.

Let fingers say what lips can't.
Let your heart speak through your hands.
Let your brain think and do the commands.
If you can't say it, write it!

If you can't say it, write it!